Tuesday, February 12, 2013


I keep my religious beliefs close to my chest.   
I grew up Catholic from my father and Methodist from my mother.  
I do have a strong belief in God but not so much in a lot of churches.
The beauty of community and unity are wonderful but they tend to be buried in internal politics.
I have been praying for a sign for many months for guidance.  
I have a few tentative plans for what to do next but nothing set in stone.
Tonight I learned that my cousin committed suicide tonight.  
This tragic has made me wonder if this is some twisted sign or brisk wake up call to the fact that I should return to mental health?  
I must say I hope not.  
It burned me out complete and consumed my life.
Am I selfish?

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