Hail No! Well Ok!

Being a good little half Catholic, I find it is sacrilege to wear a rosary as a fashion statement. 

Unless your a nun I  despise it! 

I think my strong feelings are aligned with my strong feeling for the Holy Virgin Mary.

Though I have found an acception!

http://www.jewishrosaries.com/

It is an exciting religious fusion that I adore. 

I have always loved learning about other cultures and believes. 

 This combined with my love of fashion/accessories make it on my to buy list.

Signs

I keep my religious beliefs close to my chest.   

I grew up Catholic from my father and Methodist from my mother.  

I do have a strong belief in God but not so much in a lot of churches.

The beauty of community and unity are wonderful but they tend to be buried in internal politics.

I have been praying for a sign for many months for guidance.  

I have a few tentative plans for what to do next but nothing set in stone.

Tonight I learned that my cousin committed suicide tonight.  

This tragic has made me wonder if this is some twisted sign or brisk wake up call to the fact that I should return to mental health?  

I must say I hope not.  

It burned me out complete and consumed my life.

Am I selfish?