I slept amazingly last night. I have been this at piece when I went to bed! I wasn't listing or stressed. I guess I need to move into a Hampton and have someone else foot the bill To truly rest peacefully!
I attended the first half of my case management class taught by the kiwi Paul Liddy.
Everyone was really nice and I guess learned... Something.
To start the class out we went around the room and talked about why we work in this field... Compared to everyone else I feel like a fraud. I guess I don't have the passion for my work that the others do? It makes me wonder how I fell into this work? Maybe it related to the fact that I didn't split like the others when things got hard (financially or mentally work wise).
Don't get me wrong this whole trip is a testament of their kindness. They didn't have to get use a room at the Hampton or give us a food budget (but they DID and I LOVE them for IT). They even told us to stay off the roads if its too bad tomorrow.
I might be projecting my feelings of not belonging on my class mates.
It wouldn't be the first time.
Isn't that what life is finding some place to belong?
Everyone was really nice and I guess learned... Something.
To start the class out we went around the room and talked about why we work in this field... Compared to everyone else I feel like a fraud. I guess I don't have the passion for my work that the others do? It makes me wonder how I fell into this work? Maybe it related to the fact that I didn't split like the others when things got hard (financially or mentally work wise).
Don't get me wrong this whole trip is a testament of their kindness. They didn't have to get use a room at the Hampton or give us a food budget (but they DID and I LOVE them for IT). They even told us to stay off the roads if its too bad tomorrow.
I might be projecting my feelings of not belonging on my class mates.
It wouldn't be the first time.
Isn't that what life is finding some place to belong?
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