I'm starting to think that my current work environment is rubbing off on me! It is starting to seem more possible to live on the moon then move to Baltimore... I have the economy against me, my low self esteem, my inability to find a ... "Nitch" that my work fits in or in a market for my work...
So...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
In short. I would really like to just move out there but even if I do get an interview I can't afford to fly/drive out there for any interview. I'm living pay check to pay check...
My hope/plan with Miller's was to work seasonally with them and if I was good enough I'd stay and work my way up.
Or I would work til X mas go on unemployment (maybe) and see if I could stay with my Uncle Bill in Denver, CO and search out opportunities there
(note to self write my Uncle)...
But yet I am still in Pittsburg...
With Mental Health...
Luckily I have Dustin!
Who is one good thing I have here.
No comments:
Post a Comment